Easter Sunday

What I had marked down on my diary:

Christ has set us FREE, to live FREELY in our life.

I have NOTHING, but only YOU in my life. By having YOU in my life, i have EVERYTHING. I love you
Your presence surrounding me, and i do know that YOU love me. i love you
YOU shield my way, so i can walk confidently to where you lead without fear and worries. i love you
YOU tore the veil; You made a way; When YOU said that it is DONE. I love you


LOVE YOU! Amen

HAPPY EASTER!!!!

#1,112 Days: Brilliant Saturday

Finally, I have chance to lie on my bed and watch series on this beautiful Saturday afternoon. Schedule was fully booked since last 2 weeks. I have no time to sit and rest like now. Very exhausted.

I dun really have any good topic to blog now. Restless mind. I need to recharge now. Wuhoo!!~~ I am looking forward to my afternoon nap later. hehe... :)

#1,116 Days: 无言

到朋友家里小聚, 聊得很开心..

突然, 他指着我说:" 不要一直说别人, 说说你吧!"

我看着他, 无言..

往事有如云烟, 烟消云散的时候, 就让它随风飘去......

再回顾, 心冷;
再回顾, 心颤;
再回顾, 心僵;
再回顾, 心死!

四回顾,有如陌路人...人生啊!就是如此, 无数的过客. 过客啊,过客！

#1,124 days: 你的祝福

今天是这一年最开心的一天。

我找到新工作了！你真的很棒！你让这一切发生，完成于三天，快的让我觉得难以相信。

可是，我不存怀疑，因只有你才能把不可能的变成可能。

感恩！

#1,125 days: Medical check up

Have been requested by a company to perform a medical check up. Well, my appointment was at 10:10am. However, I had to wait until 12:00 noon for my turn. As this happened, I really cannot see the point of scheduling appointment.

There was a guy sitting opposite to me in the waiting hall. He came in later than me. While we were waiting, i could feel he started to lose his patience every 5 mins of waiting for his turn. I am so glad that I did not feel frustrating or unhappy at all though people who came in later than me have the priority to see their doctor. Thanks God for the good training provided to build up my patience level.

I was anxious when the assistant told me that she was going to take my urine for drug and ALCOHOL test. As soon as i heard ALCOHOL test, i am stressed and asked :"How many glasses per week will fail this test?" The assistant smiles and said :"You will be fine if you did not drink within 24 hrs before this test". (phew!~ all tense gone :-P)

How can I cut down in drinking while colleagues and close friends are all good drinkers? Well, I can only say is daddy's fault. Drinking habit inherited from Daddy. LoL

Besides that, the assistant said she supposes to watch me "pee". I was shocked and shown her a reluctant face. Then, she said :"is ok. Half close the door and you do it behind." ROFL..so many funny incidents today.

Well, thanks God once again for everything ran smooth. :)

#1,132 days: Take a Break

今天有一好友对我说他事事不顺，所实行的事都不向前。噢！我也有同感，有时，会觉得有些无奈。可是，我确没有对他说我也有同感，我不想两个人互相诉苦，感觉更不好。所以，我对他说了我“忍”的小智慧； 对他说的同时，也提醒自己。

之后，他对我说：“对！好的东西是值得等待的”。

大人，我只给你懊恼五分钟！你只有五分钟的机会。。懊恼！懊恼！懊恼！懊恼！！！！！！！ （笑）

#1,133 days: 忍

今天的心情有少许烦躁，先是报表改了又改，还要把问题挑出来，见几个不同的人确认再确认，才能做决定。之后，打给一猎头，打了，留言，再打，再留言，还接不上她。在最忙的时候，红十字会打来，和我确认资料，预约时间捐血；真想不到，要做好事也那么麻烦。花了我15-20分钟，才把事情安排好，还要排至8月中才有位子捐血。

有几度, 不耐烦的语气与表情几乎忍不住显露出来，都让我憋住了！大人，你太棒了！给你加分。。;)

大人啊！你知道吗？“好”的东西都需要耐心等待。 报表用心才不会出错；找工作，急不来，好物沉底；做好事，从心而发，也应该好好安排。急不了！急不了！

当你很“急”，很烦躁的时候，让自己停一停，闭上眼睛，深呼吸十次，会好很多。

今天红十字会的人在挂电的时候，不断地说:"Thank you very much! We appreciate your time to speak to us and we are very happy for you to join us as a new donor". 我看不见她的样子，可是感觉到她说谢谢的诚意。我突然庆幸我没有向她表现的不耐烦，而且很有礼貌的回她 :"Yes. I think is a good thing to donate my blood for people who needs it. Thank you"

原来，有时候只要忍一忍，结果是意想不到的。。。“好”。。

感恩

#1,136 days: Gifted

Ready to GIVE and to be GIFTED?

Yes I Do. Amen

God bless!

#1,137 Days: Mattress

Finally, I bought my Queen size mattress today. Learnt how to pick a suitable mattress for myself. All these years, I love to sleep on firm mattress, but eventually not the firmest mattress is the best or suitable for yourself.

How to check whether it is suitable for you?

[When you lie down at your back or side on your bed, check whether there is arch between your body and mattress. If there is, that's meant your mattress cannot provides full support to your body.]

Well, I am lucky. The cheaper mattress suits me better than the mattress with higher price. haha

Do you have a good mattress? Check it out!

#1,139 Days: Recruitment Agent

I will go to meet a recruitment agent an hour later. Well, I met a few recruitment agents since I start my job hunt progress, but none of them get me a good opportunity.

It is raining cats and dogs here and weather forecast stated that we gonna have thunderstorm in this evening. I am worried now. Why all these happened on today? :(

"My dear Lord, please help me! I pray that the journey to meet this recruitment agent will be smooth and i will be safe to drive in heavy rain. Lord, I pray that this recruitment agent can help me in my job search. I pray that she can refers me a very good position which i am looking for. In Jesus's name. Amen"

Quote from pastor Jaeson Ma: "When things get frustrating, they don’t go your way, you lose your patience, figure out a way to re direct your frustration to something positive and friendly …. turn negatives into positives!"

Cool..I feel better now..:)

God Bless

倒数1,142天

设定一重要的目标，从今天到1,142天，我都要过的那么的开心与充满希望。

在这目标诞生的同时，坏思绪与“负”能量也正式被淘汰出局。

上帝，你真的太棒了！

今天有陳奕迅 - 淘汰

Weekend was too short

Is Monday again! My weekend was too short. I was being real good last weekend. No alcohol, no unhealthy supper and no late night. I spent my days and nights at Benny's place to take care of his baby Stella and enjoyed family moment.

I love family time now. Oh perhaps we enjoy family time when we grow. Yes I admit it! I think i need a family now.

Booster

I think I need a booster now. I had stayed up late to rush for accounts and tax returns in my past few nights. Great! They are FINALLY done! I really need a strong booster now, to recover my exhausted body.

A good thing is I realized that I can still work in my EY mode. Miss that so much!! I felt extremely good when I was in my fighting mode, able to stay up late and wake up early to work non-stop. Well, body and mind is exhausted when the war end. My whole body is so sore today. When stress and tense released, started to feel the pain of my body. >.<

Need a good rest and recharge. Rest REST REST!!

Today's mission: Sleep at 9pm ^^